!announcement peoples!

OKAY OKAY! PEOPLE!

Back....BUT!
to let people who misses my entries to know, I'M NO LONGER USING THIS BLOG! *evil laugh*

Had secretly opened up a new blog.
HEHEHEHEHE.....
Still Xanga, just that i wanna start a new blog with new colours, new link... hahas.
a bit lame though.. hehe.

I WON'T ANNOUNCE OUT MY NEW LINK.

so those who curious about my new link, ask me personally.
not bcuz i Buay Hiao Bai... is...i dun wanna invite unwanted guests to read MY LIFE.
If my good friends, curious about how i'm doing,
and really cares for me,
approach me~ ^^

TAKE CARE!

disappointment.. (thanks arhs.)

a class gathering i'm not even aware of. HA HA HA. how funny can it be? C-L-A-S-S gathering? i doubt so bahhs..

everyone went causeway seoulgarden on sat, they were down there having fun, while i was working RIGHT BELOW THEM.

NONE! NONE of them came down to look for me or drop me a visit. HA HA HA... how nice hor? Whatever....
should have expected this long ago. why am i this silly to still put in my silly hopes that these people will still rmb me......?

what's the difference to go this sat and last sat? nahhs... i think the only difference, will be the sincerity bahhs....

*great devastation*

((= Back for update~ =))

Okay, here to update.

almost a month i guessed, since i last update.
Don't wanna talk much, i'll start with many many photos! ^^

drawn on class white board, by me! XDD

went had sushi at Sakae (northpoint) with Tania, had ala carte meal with her. Nice la eat with her~ XDD we had the same likings!! :)

Doing the mind-map presentation. Taken by Tiffany!! ^^ love that girl~ :))

Nahh! this is Tiffany~ She's the only Vietnamese in my class~ =D

 should be can tell bahhs.....

my style my design... hahas

3of the 5 tables in my classroom. LMAO~

Shi Jie; Justina & Lay Hwa! :))

Justina packing her stuffs. hahas.

Taken by Zi Qi during out break~ =P

Class Pics!!

 
NGNGNGNGNG!!

extra them... -.-

purposely sia... -.-

W24K! =) i know we rocks! XDD

oops! HAHAs.... sweet hor.... XDD

Farz; Qi & johnathan

taken quite long ago....

lame la him ... XD

HAHA!

sadako! =P

bully bully~ =P (Robinfo in the background)

my turn! =((

Qi; Lay Hwa a.k.a Jasmine; & me!

cute horh?!!! i love this! =P

trying to squeeze its way out.. HAHA!

That's all~ =))

Been too busy with Study + work arhs... then no time to update.
Everytime wanna update, Xanga lack... -.- end up i dulan, dun wanna update. hahas.
Then now in school, doing this updating just in case when i go home, it lack again.. hehe...

The last 2 pics rite, are the toy bought for one of our classmates cuz it's her bday tmr...

Quitting my job alr... Leaving at the end of the month. YES!! means i can enjoy and relax liao... FINALLY sia... wanna really stop working and relieve all my stress....

Planning to meet up with Serene, guat n maiine for kbox-ing n Suki Sushi during my June holidays!! HAHAs..
Anybody wanna join in?!! XDD

School's stress, but working more stress... hahas... i wana play!!! =X

Miss me anyone????
=P

Juan

our gaps are getting bigger n bigger.
It's like, we are drifting into our own world.
"Why don't we go our separate ways
Just realise we've nothing left to say
Neither of us wants to compromise
Too many secrets, jealousy and lies.
Seems like we cant get along no more so why don't we just go
Shut the door as there ain't no love here anymore?
If it all started with a kiss
Why did it have to end like this
All of the promises we made..."

You're the one who taught be what love's all about.
But now, what's left in us are only quarrels n nothing more.
everyone round me advice me to let my hands off this.
But how am I supposed to do that when my heart's still with you?
Do you just know how bad it hurts inside me?
=SHATTERED= 

Long time no update with photos le...
Basically, today's entry is just photos of the Orientation, all the way to ytd.

STA ROCKS! ^^

LET'S PARTY!!

Class~ (Lay Hwa & Tania)

Team name : Piramyd.
(Tiffany, Lay Hwa, Tania, MOOn ThOng & ME! ^^)

First week of school is like... so so, still alright.
BUT WEEKENDS ARE SUPER TIRING!! =(
Worked for both Sat & Sun.
It's like....one week 7days, whole week busy with study and work. Seriously noe...i really cannot get use to this kinda PACKED life.
It's so busy, so tiring. don't even have time for me to rest.
never tried making myself so fucking tired before.
However, i'll still have to take up one more job. if possible, 2 more. one more part-time then one work-at-home job.
You people must be thinking that i'm crazy. why make myself so fatique...
but i've got no choice. i've got too many debts to clear le...
lappy money, serene's money, handphone bills...
all these, at least need 2K then enuff. shagged.
So far serene's money and bills are the most important. need to get this done asap.
Hence, it's a must to take up more jobs.

this two days of weekend jobs, hubby is super sweet to fetch me go and off work. =))
had breakfast together. sweet larhs... i love you hubby! ^^

i love you so much. i don't wanna let go anymore.

Sorry that i've hurt you so many times. I just couldn't help it when you get so mean and demanding. =(

Juan.
i can give you all i have,
give up all your dislikes.
i can accept your flaws,
but what else can you do,
other than giving me ur demands and unreasoning?
I don't mind giving chances.
but you have to gimme time too.
cuz' i need time to cover up my flaws,
to match your perfect ideal lover expects.
ily. & i'll always do.

GivingUp

how silly am i to still putting in my hopes, thinking that everything will be back to how it was?
i never realise that i'm just making a fool out of myself.

'darlings', 'hangouts', 'fun', 'joy' & 'laughters'.

every bit of the happiness they shared, pierced through my heart like a thousand needles.
it hurts so badly that i don't even believe i'm still breathing.
for my own sake, i thought 'they' still 'love' me and are still looking forward for my return.
but i'm so fucking wrong.
it's all dreams that will never be realistic to even near coming true.

thanks for hurting me from inside out.
Dashing all my possible hopes i had within us.
Letting me know that i'm no longer important in your girls' lives. And now,
i felt like i've never been there before. thanks arhs.

Juan was replaced by her.
Ever since the day that she dint even know when.
i'm just a pathetic shit that they wun even bother looking back at me anymore.

i see the ruthless truth that no one sees.
- where Hatred and Jealousy overwhelmed me.

Now that I am gone you call to me,
About a love I didn’t know,
But while I lived you didn’t care,
To ever tell me so.
Now that I am dead you come to me
In the darkness, discontent.
But life at best was a shame,
Full of scorn and bitterness.
When you are dead and stand-alone
Will you be different then?
But like before will you be cold
Or does it matter now?

- The Uncrying.